22 November 2020 Call-In Dear Stef: I am more than ever in need to have a conversation with you, because I can't continue participating in society with my conscience intact. I am in a serious bind of what to do and have pondered it in great detail since I last wrote to you. I dealt with my family issues and other important stuff which I wanted to talk about with you back then. One thing remains and it is this: I have literally no one to talk to who is even close to be able to brainstorm with me my situation of the predicament facing me. I can't live with myself living in a society that forces me to participate in acts against my moral conscience. Small examples are the Finnish state taking part of my spent energies' results (through taxation) and using it to murder unborn children. Or using it to fund all other kinds of activities like selling old military equipment to questionable Middle Eastern countries who fund terrorism, funding the welfare state that clearly does a very poor job of vetting who is in actual need of these funds, funding the growing government apparatus that clearly infringes more and more with censorship and authoritarian measures. The list is huge and I can't do this anymore. The fundamental question for me has been: can I do something that is efficient enough to contribute to change in this society and see it actually changing so I could be a WILLING participant. The more I've pondered upon this... the more I've come to the conclusion: no. There are so many reasons for my conclusion and I am overwhelmed and basically I wanna get out. I figured the only way I can do that is to live so they can't come for my taxes. I am too furious and appalled to be a forced participant in this system that I would rather choose to live in nature where the state can't force me to participate. I have been exploring these and different options for awhile and I am more and more drawn to stand my ground and say enough is enough. I will not submit myself to participate with evil because I can't live with myself anymore like that for long.... I will go insane and lose all will to be. Contacting you is my last ditch effort to make a plea to for you to have a conversation with me, so you could maybe give me good reasoning why I should stay, for example, for the benefit to contribute to change. This is a big topic and I need help. I am open right now and every moment forward to have that conversation with you above all else. Nothing else matters more now. Update: I want to add that I have a host of different "normal" life problems; like addictions, being lazy, immaturity and lack of self discipline and the list goes on. I am afraid that me being such a life loser might make a call with me not worth your time. I feel and rationalize that I have enough knowledge and resources and thus need to take responsibility alone to deal with my wide variety of personal issues. The subject of "to stay or not to stay" in society is the one I feel I need help to talk and think it through. ▶️ Donate Now: https://www.freedomain.com/donate ▶️ Sign Up For Our Newsletter: https://www.fdrurl.com/newsletter Your support is essential to Freedomain, which is 100% funded by viewers like you. Please support the show by making a one time donation or signing up for a monthly recurring donation at: www.freedomain.com/donate